huhuhu.. aq dan TVXQ

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Huhu sudah lame rasenyer aku tinggalkan laptop neh.. huhu.. oke2 aq nak cte mamc maner aku leh jadi obsess tahap gaban, tahap dewa karma kat TVXQneh.. artis korea lor..
Alkisah , pade ketika itu… hati ku neh dalam keadaan xtenteram yelah bru dikecewakan.. huhu.. sadis.. aku oke.. cume hari2 yang aq lalu macm suram macm kejujuran dalam gurau senda tuh xder.. tapi aq truskan gak.. nak idup kter kne tabah… tambahan pule hal neh kecik jer pown… dan tbe2.. kawan sheera,,, dtg kat kolej mmbawe aura korea.. ade mulenye aq nan sheera macm pandng juling jerk at artis korea neh.. sbb ktorang x paham sgt bahase dyorang… lau drama tuh leh tahan ag.. sbb ade subtitle kan.. kawan sheera neh.. macm syok kat Wonder Girls.. ktorang pown.. follow jela flow dye.. lame2 ktorang yang cm trikut sbb tarian diorang syok.. x lame kmudian aq diperkenalkan dgn TVXQ,,, oleh sheera.. mule2 macm x suke.. sbb lau kat MEsia,, artis mcmneh blagak.. pastu lame2.. stelah ktorang memproses vdeo2 dyorang nmpnye.. sangkaan torang meleset.. diorang beda sekali..
TVXQ neh bg aq.. unik.. diorang sgtla telus.. diorang sngtla iklas dan amat menghargai kasih syg peminat… ikatan ukhuwah antara member2 dyorang pown sgtla kukuh… even dyorang nak wat single solo pown.. dyorang still bekerjesama… tu yang aq sgt kagum ngan artis korea… xksah la sape2.. even dalam talk show dyorang.. diorang jujur… macm x pure2 x cover…macm mane la. Aq nak support artis mesia.. sbb xder sorang pown yang mcm deme.. ade pown minority.. gossip jer penuh.. bju pown mcm x cukup kain.. huhu..
Smbung blik kisah aq… jadi stat pertengahan bulan 3 kowt ktorang mcm sgt obsess ngan TVXQ.. sheera la dok ngutip cter aq dok suppprt laptop jela huhu.. sunukla.. balik kelas jer pasng cter dyorang.. makan pown tgok cter diorang.. even kadang2 nak stady pown kne dengar suare diorang… selepas berape2 minggu dlm keadaan mcm neh.. hati aq tenang.. sgale pasaan gelap aq hilang.. hdup aq terisi… diorang mmg pemangkin smgt aq…rase macm bersyukur Tuhan temukan aq ngan diorang… huhu..
Pelik kan tapi btol la fan2 diorang ckp TVXQ kadang2 memberi smgt hdup… keseronokan mnonton mereka.. keasyikan melihat wajah2 mereka.. membuat kan aq alpa tentang dunia aq dan mmbuat aq berpikir luar dri kotak… huhu… itulah ksah aq dan TVXQ.. aq suke YUNHO.. huhu..hua…
Yunho tukan..
Badan dye sgt lah hot…Wah…1 dlam seribu… susah nak cri.. mule2 aq tgok yunho neh mcm sumbung yelah..
Mamat hotkan..Lau kat mesia dah bangge sial dah.. aq mule2 suke yunho.. dan aq amt macm x suke micky.. sebb dye mcm lembb.. tapilame2 kedudkan dah berubah pas yunho aq suke micky.. hehe. Yunho dah la tinggi kuat stamina… kat la… suke sport.. hehehe.. shame2… micky pown same… hehe.. kayu tge lak.. tapi yunho tuh.. byk la aq respek.. dye dri org sush.. be dah bjaye.. dye x pnah malu nak tonjolkan diri dye yang sebenar.. setiap talkshow.. dye pasti telus berbicare.. hahaha.. dah la suke act comel.. suke adoh ngan xiah.. sbb xiah suke ngade2.. haha.. yunho opaa.. kaki dye ble manari sgtla sharp.. huhuh,,, gler aq senget tgok dye… memgla.. vler dah sangap amcm neh… aq mulelar.. nak mencari lelaki yang persis dye.. hioefully I get it.. mmg full ah hati aq suke dye… bak kater org jawe..”kebek”.. hahaha…. TVXQ.. I always show my love to you.. even you wont ask for it.. I will give it totali full

my heart trembling!!

Because im so foolish, I know only you
(yes I know only u..when people(boy) try to close to me,I’ll make he clear that I love and u r the only one in my heart..i am your’s..)
You who are looking at someone else
(but the sad things,is u r not with me…u r hepily live ur life with someone else…)
You probably don’t know my heart
(im too afraid to tell my feeling toward u.bcoz im afraid of losing you!!)
There is no me in you’re day
(I know alredi that im nothing to you..everyday im waiting for u..)
Probably not even in you’re memories
(even we are friend for a long time..i am not even in ur heart,not even in your mind to memory..)
But im looking at only you
(even there is people that can love me as what I am.but its only u can make me hapi..)
As my tears continue to fall
(u r the man that makes me cried a lot..even its not even 100 ml the amount..but it still my tears..)
I’m happy with looking at you’re back figure
(even looking u from far,or even ur pic,the handsome n ugly one..im still happy..no matter what..even looking at ur footprint..can makes me smile like no tomorrow..)
Though you still don’t know my heart
(u can say that im chicken or what so ever..i still don’t want confess to him!!NEVER!!!)
Though at the end you’ll just brush me away
(yes I know im nothing to you..)
The days that I miss you so much
(I cant do anything but just looking at ur pic and smile alone myself..cry alone..)
The days when its too hard to bear
(sometimes its hard to face the fact that I love u so much…I cried a lot..my heart is fade!!)
The word I love you are dancing on my lips
(I just know what love is when I know you..)
Once again, alone , crying for you
(u’ll never know that I cried for u!!stupid ass!!)
Baby I love you I’m waiting for you..
(waiting is cruel,but I love that..waiting for u..to reply my messages..)
There is no me in you’re day
( r u too busy to think of me???me every nano seconds cant bear to not think of u!!how pathetic!)
Probably not even in you’re memories
( ur brain is that small!!even we are not making so much memories..but how can u..i know im nothing!!)
But I’m looking at only you.
(there are a lot of handsome n macho n kiut man around me..but I just cant forget about u..)
Making memories by myself
(im making my own memories alone..by think of u,by looking at ur pix )
To me love is like a beautiful wound
(yes its hard.pain n crazy,,I face to many pain when I start love u..but I just hapi to just love u that much)
Even though I see you’re pretty smile
(I can see ur smile.laughing with ur fren but..)
I can’t smile with you
(im just can look at u in a distance..very2 long distance)
Bye bye, never say goodbye
(please don’t say this word..never say goodbye)
Though I can’t hold onto you
(I cant be with u..i know it..u r too much for me..u have everything but me??just stupid gal..)
I need you, I can’t say anything else
(I cant say anything just love u for what u r…n love u from the distance..)
I want you,I’ll wish and wish again
(I’ll pray that one day u r be mine..u;ll accept me for what I am..)
The days when you fill up my thought
(everyday my mind will fill with u…just u..)
The days when my heart grows cold and I’m sad
(but even im hepi too love u..sometimes I fell pathetic to myself..)
The word I miss you are dancing on my lips..
(missing u is pain but just love to do it..over…n over again…never failed to miss u positive infinity much)

MY LOVE STORY!

read this lyrics.
it totally about my love to him!!!

Because im so foolish, I know only you
You who are looking at someone else
You probably don’t know my heart
There is no me in you’re day
Probably not even in you’re memories
But im looking au so much only you
As my tears continue to fall
I’m happy with looking at you’re back figure
Though you still don’t know my heart
Though at the end you’ll just brush me away
The days that I miss you so much
The days when its too hard to bear
The word I love you are dancing on my lips
Once again, alone , crying for you
Baby I love you I’m waiting for you..
There is no me in you’re day
Probably not even in you’re memories
But I’m looking at only you.
Making memories by myself
To me love is like a beautiful wound
Even though I see you’re pretty smile
I can’t smile with you
Bye bye, never say goodbye
Though I can’t hold onto you
I need you, I can’t say anything else
I want you,I’ll wish and wish again
The days when you fill up my thought
The days when my heart grows cold and I’m sad
The word I miss you are dancing on my lips..

this is song that make me cry alone in the morning!
yes...bcoz im stupid!!!!